Private Fantasy~

I finally clean my files!!

devdassanzo229 — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 08:49:12 +0000

I have to confess, i reeeeeaaaaallllyyyy hate cleaning…..I can stand not vacuuming my room for 3 month or left piles of comics on the floor for a year~~ I’m not supposed to be proud of it but….I’m Proud of it! xD not really….I’m just lazy….But its a different story when you’re in the office. I’ve not clean some of my files from 2008,2009 & 2010 so its been piling up in the filing room…..The space under my table started to get crowded by the files too. So i have no choice & started to dig into the filing room & pack everything in the boxes while clearing everything under my table! God! the dust are all over the place…..but finally the air is fresh and my table are sparkling! ^.^

I’m not gonna start cleaning the files until it piles up again thou~~ hehehe~

by :❤LADY OTAKU❤

Where did my salary goes to??

devdassanzo229 — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 04:26:04 +0000

The youngster nowadays always have the same problems…..we don’t have enough money!!! Well in our point of view that is…..Its not that we’re short of salary, its just that we don’t have cash in hand. The reason? We spend most of our salary on loan from bank & we keep on adding debts to our budget plan. Like when we bought the lappy, our thought will say “Oooo…..murah rupanya. Its only $30 a month dalam 3 years. Inda jua banyak putung nya tu~~” Or when buying car….”$200 sebulan ganya ni…..kajam mata tau2 dalam 7 years abis bayar….apa jua loan bank~~”…..& before we know it, the money went “PooF!” So in the end the fault was us, for not able to control our self from these illusive spending. But we still blame it to the unknown force, closing our eyes & asking where did our salary goes to~

by :❤LADY OTAKU❤

devdassanzo229 — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 00:49:09 +0000

~I always thought that women who smoke have “Hotness” vibe on them~

by :❤LADY OTAKU❤

DROOLING ON THESE HEELS

devdassanzo229 — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 04:26:47 +0000

Since I’m overweight, choosing a good heels is a pain. I need to have low heels or at least a flat platform shoes and I could only handle wedge heels. (low of course) I couldn’t wear high heels for more than 3 hours because it will cost me a great deal of pain on my foot…..the sad thing is I’m a SHOE LOVER! T-T But it doesn’t make me give up the ideas to wear them in the future (if i happen to lose some weight…NOT)

Soooo, I cheer my self by just drooling in front of my lappy while looking at this delicious looking heels~~ I fell in love with these wide heel style thingy ever since I saw the style from Cartino Sonea~

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

What I’m thinking today~

devdassanzo229 — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 08:06:34 +0000

Strip all the make-up, strip the eye liner, strip the blusher, strip the bright red lipstick & you will find me….

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

I’m too tired……

devdassanzo229 — Fri, 21 Jan 2011 09:12:49 +0000

Here I am with my mind always wandering around somewhere in lala land…….These past few days I found out my energy & stamina decreases somehow. I feel tired quickly, always feel sleepy & lazy too. I guess this is the result of 2 weeks of less sleeping hour. Most of my free time was spent on watching TV & online…..with some house chores of course……& I even forget to put on my make-up in the morning because I’m too tired. My eye bags are getting worse. I felt like a panda!

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

It’s New Year!!

devdassanzo229 — Tue, 18 Jan 2011 09:15:03 +0000

WOW!! It’s New Year!! & it’s my first time updating this blog(at work…-_-”) since last year (12^th August 2010 to be exact!) many things have occurred, some good, some bad, some is just ‘happening’ & filled with drama while other days are plain & simple. But the most part, I finally fulfilled my desire to have everything I need for the whole year~

Now in this new year, mid of January, I’ve finally decided to continue talking crap in my blog~ ^^ my new year resolution? DIET!! or not…..well maybe get driving license…NOT….ok, then maybe….GET A GRIP WITH MY MONTHLY BUDGET!! The reason why? Because I spend almost $1k on Cloths, foods, make up, accessories & lots of useless (I think?) stuff. What to do? My end year bonus was surprisingly big! So I went into a spending frenzy right away~

Since I have the problem with budgeting, I’ve started my budget time table so I can monitor my bad habit with spending. I’ve also started timetable to monitor my food intake. By making these efforts, I wish I could somehow reduce my bad habits from last year & making the positive ideas as my new year resolution!! =D

But What’s more important is I can finally accepted my responsibility in my career, family & life.

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

FOUND NEW GUY DURING THE PUASA SEASON~

devdassanzo229 — Thu, 12 Aug 2010 20:56:13 +0000

Lalalalala~ ^.^ Puasa season have come! Ryt now i’m typing at 4 in the morning while waiting for my stomach to digest the food i ate for sahur earlier~

Btw, the reason i typ in the early morning is to confirm myself that……I FOUND A NEW DUDE!!! Berkat puasa kali? ehehehe…..anyway, i just stumble on to this dude’s facebook when he started chat conversation….at first i just took it as sumone who want to chat coz i dont really know him…..but than the conversation got interesting, to the point i actually flirt with him! hehehehe ^.^ who would thought he flirt back~ so we xchange numbers straight away & i actully ask him out this sunday! (how bold r u lady?! kekekeke) About this guy, his not the good looking type but more lyk cute typ…..his quiet round though…. ^.^ His 1987, work at gov office & fun to chat with~ And now we are officially flirt on fb chat & i really hope this relationship got further~ =D

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

FACEBOOK OBSESSION

devdassanzo229 — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 04:21:47 +0000

2 years ago, i’ve been living a normal unsocial life with an obsession on manga & anime….Anything that involve ‘”social” was not even in my dictionary therefore I’m not a fan of social network either….i did have msn & friendster account before but most of them are manage by my sis…… the reason? well, i have very low confident talking to others & i’m kinda slow on typing……

But everything change now…….I’m COMPLETELY ADDICTED to Facebook ever since i open my fb account! It started with curiosity…. then i began to realized that social networking is easier than i thought….only type a few things then it will pop out on the wall or status updates……..then i found out we only need a few step to upload videos & pics, tag ur friends or like their comments…….before i knew it, my confident build up & its easier for me to speak up to my fb friend online or offline….

Well there’s a downside of fb thou coz ur status update are always read by some unwanted person…..the last time i update vulgar words, it brought an uproar to the whole building & took the “primitive living creature” by surprise…. who would thought the ‘i’m so clueless’ me would dare said such things~ ^.^ hohoho…. But not only the status issues, i waste most of my time with the games in fb, either morning or nyt time…..The games in fb also took my obsession of fb to the EXTREME! If i remember, i play more than 10 fb games…..=P….. I also have the habit to check on status update every 15 min everyday, even on working hour =(

In the end i realised my addiction to Facebook could cause my health to weaken…..Fb cause me to stay up overnyt just to play games or ‘status update spying ‘ & because of it, i got sleepy during work hour, catch a cold & conjunctivitis infection on both eye….=_+” My back hurt so much due to long hour of bending on bed while facing my lappy…..

The solution, cut down gameplay from more than ten to 6 only, (thou i still hev difficulty to keep up…) cut down vulgar words to sarcastic words, (at least i try….=3) & only spy on suspicious or interesting status update……….i think…..well the solution work & now i’m checking on status update at least 5 times a day(lesser than every 15 min i guess….) But just after i finally end my love affair with Facebook, i stumbled on comic reading websites & become more addicted to it than fb…..(due to my original obsession on manga & anime -__-’)

Now what should i do?…….. *sob*…… T.T”

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3

I’ve realize…..

devdassanzo229 — Mon, 31 May 2010 11:07:29 +0000

1. I’ve come to realize that my hair
: is always big & messy & in need of haircut every 3 mth

2. I’ve come to realize that when I talk
: i get louder & emotional

4. I’ve come to realize that all I really need
: is my family & a stable life

5. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost
: my money to something useless….

6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when
: people order me around & set the rules for me.

7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk
: i tend to get pissed off if i’m disturb~. [in terms of 'Drunk with Watching Anime or Reading Comics ']

8. I’ve come to realize that money
: is something to fulfill my family’s need & for me to enjoy life~

9. I’ve come to realize that when I get old
: I want grandchildren~

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always be
: Lazy & stubborn

11. I’ve come to realize that I have a crush on
: Every good looking animated male character (cartoon)~

12. I’ve come to realize that the last time I cried was
: because of broken heart by a USELESS MAN!!

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone
: is a touch screen phone & i want more of them~ =3

14. I’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the morning
: i want to go back to sleep!

15. I’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I
: play fb games & reads online comics~

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about
: my future & work

17. I’ve come to realize that my life
: is full of drama…..

18. I’ve come to realize that my favourite drink is
: coke & coffee

19. I’ve come to realize that today I will
: do nothing & read more online comics…..

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight I will
: stay up ti morning…..again!

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will
: stay at home doing my laundry while ironing dozen of cloths!

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to
: Run away from my life ryt now!! or shoot the person i wish to kill!!(EMO)

23. I’ve come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is
: no one

24. I’ve come to realize relationships are
: something i need ryt now….

25. I’ve come to realize that love
: come next after my family & friends~

26. I’ve come to realize my best guy friend(s)
: who? never really have one……but i think Krul is the first~ =)

27. I’ve come to realize my best girl friend(s)
: Lina, My sis, Lia, Beb, Ain & Clah~ =3

28. I’ve come to realize food is
: something that i couldn’t leave without…..

29: I’ve come to realize that this summer
: is seriously Hot!!

30. I’ve come to realize heartbreak
: sucks & could never heal for life…..

31. I’ve come to realize that the last person i liked
: is a two timers, son of a bitch, an asshole, & a jerk!!!

32. I’ve come to realize that the person who likes me
: …………………………..is there any???

33. I’ve come to realize that my brother(s)
: …i don’t have one……

34. I’ve come to realize that crying
: is a good way to release stress….

35. I’ve come to realize that death
: is scary & unpredictable….

36. I’ve come to realize that if I’m sick
: i’ll need my daddy~ =3

37. I’ve come to realize when I’m bored
: i space out…..

38. after answering every question I realize that
: i need a break….(-.-)

by : Lady.Otaku.Kiut~ =3